f*cked up

i'm doomed... syet. i'm as good as dead. this is all my fault. i have been irresponsible. syet.

butterfly - my story

egg. of course this is when my father and mother decided to have another child. moi.

caterpillar. this stage is probably the saddest part of my life. this is when i realized that life is not just a game. that i have to be strong to survive.

pupa. is when i decided to hide from people. when i avoided people. this is when i reflected and thought about what i wanted in life. thought about the steps that i should be taking to find what we call "happiness".

butterfly. imago. i guess i can say that i am not totally at this stage yet. i am still emerging from the pupal stage. i have not achieved what i wanted yet. i know that in time i will reach my goal...

Happy Father's day!!

I never really grew up with my my dad... Anyways, Happy Father's Day to all the fathers out there.

carpe diem

My mom and I were watching Rudy Fernandez’ tribute and I was already teary eyed when she said “oh well, that’s life… we all live to die. That is the permanent destiny of men. Death.” My mom has lung cancer and I was not expecting those words from her. I cried but I just pretended that I cried because of Rudy Fernandez but deep inside I got scared with what she said. I have a lot of plans for my mother and I’m not ready to let go…