Hu da Hell is Anthony Broas?!

I dreamed of someone named Anthony Broas. Weird because I have not met anyone with that name. I even googled it to check if he is someone famous that everyone should know him.
Anthony Broas, on my dream is my new boyfriend. Pathetic isn’t it? I don’t know why am dreaming of things like this. I don’t want to think that I am desperate to have someone new in my life. I am happy with my status right now. I am enjoying time alone. This is when I get to plan my life with out considering someone who will not be with me forever. Being single is when I mingle with other people with out someone getting jealous.
It could get lonely but at the end of the day, I am still satisfied and happy...






Or




Maybe not...

gym update

maganda ang result ng exercise ko. from 34% fat percentage ko which is considered obese, it went down to 28%. kakaloka mula nung exercise ako, nakokonsenya na ako kumain ng marami. mabait naman sakin yung trainer ko, minsan lang masungit. nag away pa kami minsan dahil haggardness naman yung pinapagawa niya. sabi ng agents ko, pumapayat na daw ako hehehe. so happy naman ako syempre. inspired tuloy sila mag gym because of me. enroll na rin daw sila. kaya ayun, wish ko lang di ko sila makasabay sa gym dahil kakahiya. oa ang pawis ko, tuwing pupunta ako ng gym, lahat ng damit ko basa sa pawis talaga.

yun lang ang gym update ko.

next time uli.

step? yes!

I am so so happy. I am one step closer to my goal. I passed my assessment. All I have to do is undergo the trainings needed for me to move up.

I'm so thankful for the support of my family and friends.

The Banker has been pestering me but I'm still cool. :)

good morning!!

I just woke up but I feel like blogging. I had a terrible dream. Guess what? It’s about Mr. Banker and his so called girl friend and my best friend and I.

We argued last night (thank goodness on the phone) because of the stupidity that he did during the birthday party of mr. and mrs. nlj’s son. I told him I’m going to pull out my account at their bank so that there would be reason for us to talk. He told me that he needs it for his promotion. I don’t understand how that could affect his promotion but it has something to do with his assessment (whatever). Hindi lang naman yung yung account na hawak niya. Anyway, I said I’ll pull it out after his promotion. Sinabihan niya ako na dapat yung bank relationship namin di nasasama sa personal na relationship namin. Sabi ko naman, I have to do it for us. I will stop my communication with him and our friends to avoid complication. Sabi niya, it’s not going to be fair for our friends and for him. Sinabihan pa niya ako na ang sama daw ng ugali ko kung ganun. I don’t know why he cannot understand what I’m feeling every time he does something stupid. He even told me that I am his best friend (yeah, right!) more than nlj and our brods kasi alam ko kung anong nangayayari sa buhay niya. Sabi ko naman, best friends don’t hurt each other. Best friends care for each other, so if I am his best friend, why does he keep on hurting me. He does not even care for me. Sabi niya, he cares naman daw (whatever, my ass). Complicated lang talaga kasi yung situation namin. Sabi ko its not the situation eh, it’s him who’s making things complicated. Sabi ko sa kanya, wag lang siyang gagawa ng katangahan kapag nasa iisang lugar kami dahil ako ang na aagrabyado. Hindi naman siya. Sabi niya sige raw. Noted daw. I felt better din naman after talking to him, in fairness. We talked about our careers after that. Buhay niya sa bank, buhay ko sa callcenter.

Lagi kaming ganun ni mr. banker. Lagi kaming nag aaway kapag katangahan and kaselfishan niya ang pina pa iral niya. Pero in terms naman of other things nagkakasundo kami. Weird lang talaga na napanaginipan ko siya. Haha kasama pa sa picture yung best friend ko.
Mahaba ang kwento namin ni Mr. Banker. Unang kilala pa lang naming complicated na. Nung naging kami mas lalong naging complicated. Di ko rin alam kung bakit meron naman kaming nakakarelasyon , may kanya kanya kaming buhay pero at some point our lines always cross. Even if I try hard not to see him or to keep our relationship impersonal it always leads to our personal relationship which should have been dead long time ago…

**photo taken from the net**

halu-halo

dito ako baguio ngayon. umuwi uli ako hehe. happy ako dahil hindi ako tinamad mag jogging at mag exercise konti kaninang umaga kahit sobrang giniginaw ako. nag attend din ako ng birthday party ng baby ni mrs nlj. syempre nag kita nanaman kami ng banker. at as usual me katangahan nanaman siyang ginawa kanina. anyway, hindi siya ang topic so never mind.

di ako nagsmoke kahit na nag smoke pa ang aking bestfriend. talagang i was never tempted kahit na puff lang. am really happy na that i can now control my cravings. hehe. even with food, i can already control the amount of rice that i take. dati lamon talaga kung feel ang food tapos ang bad pa, i vomit kapag sobrang busog. its not induced naman. ganun lang talaga ako.

nag thanks giving dinner kami sa bahay ng pinsan ko rin dahil safe sila kahit merong lasing na taong naka disgrasya sa kanila. laki ng gasgas ng sasakyan nila pero mas malaki yung damage nung sa kabila dahil dumiresto pa siya sa may creek beside the road. thank God, safe din naman yung driver even if he was drunk.

bukas dito sa bahay naman dinner namin dahil dumating na rin uli kuya ko. buntis din sister in law ko and hopefully baby boy naman. buntis din pala yung isang pinsan ko pero tinakbuhan nung naka buntis. i have always wanted a baby boy, sabi ko sa mama ko, adopt ko yung bata kung baby boy. pero sabi nila baby girl daw so i think it would be my mother who will adopt the child. diko lang alam kung pano yung set up nun.

ayun lang. am happy with what is going on with my life. i hope it would be this way forever. :)