Sunday, May 24, 2009

Confessions of a Mistress (I)

My trainer and I have been going out for dinner and drinks lately. He is always calling me and sending me text messages. He has been very sweet and caring and I think I'm getting used to it.

My trainer is 28 years old and has been married for 7 years. They have been together since high school and they got married when his wife got pregnant at 21. They have one baby girl and she is cute and smart. Her dad is really proud or her. The wife is a busy person who doesn't spend much time at home. She is working in an Accounting firm somewhere in Pasig (don't want to know where) and according to my trainer, they don't really spend much time together. I can actually see that since I already know my trainer's schedule and its as busy as hell. The thing is, even if he is super busy and we have different schedules, he is always making time for me. I'm home for some family gathering and he knows that Mr. Banker was there. He wanted me to go back to Manila as soon as possible. When I was on the family affair, he had been calling me and checking on me which is something that I'm not used to because I always do what I want to do. He even wanted me to go home early and not spend more time with my friends because of Mr. Banker. He admitted that he is super "nagseselos" and "natatakot" that Mr. Banker and I will be together again (which is very impossible)

Mr. Banker commented on how I look and they all noticed that I lost a lot of weight. As usual, Mr. Banker wanted me to go home with him (such a jerk). I went home alone and my trainer was happy to know that. I did not tell him of course about Mr Banker's comment.

I know that if I pursue this so called relationship with my trainer, it's gonna end up sooner if not later. I am enjoying his company. I consider myself a mistress and I am not proud of it. Let's just wait and see if something will come up. I haven't told my friends about this because I am sure they will all kill me. I am going against my principles and ideals now but what the heck! I am happy and yet I am free... I know I am very selfish but we already had an agreement that he should never leave his family for me no matter what happens. I told him to always spend time with his daughter specially that the mother is super busy.

I hope I am doing the right thing, I hope I won't fall in love with him...

6 comments:

r-yo said...

the way you speak of him (fondly, I should say) shows you're already into loving him. i guess, you better evaluate things now, while you still have an objective view of things. :-)

The Gasoline Dude said...

No offense, but don't just think about your own happiness. You should also learn how to empathize. Think about the wife and the kid as well. Good luck!

Anonymous said...

Hahhaa Galing nang trainor mo. Idol napainlove ka nya. galing mag pa train din ako sa kanya para dadami chika babes ko wahihihi

MANDAYA MOORE: Ang bayot sa bukid said...

if he's gonna do it (affair) with you, he'll do it with another woman. Walang katapusang cycle ng infidelity.

pero puso mo yan. utak mo yan. something na hindi pwede pasukin ng ibang tao. kaya ikaw ang magdesisyon. ang labo ko.

Anonymous said...

What happened to decency, reason and morals? If you are aware that what you are doing is wrong, stop it. There's no excuse for anything done that is wrong. A mistress will always be a mistress, whether other people know it or not. What happened to shame? What happened to the belief in Karma?

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