Saturday, January 19, 2008

notebook

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. – Albert Einstein

Today, I have decided to change. I felt like I was always in the dark, I hated everyone for leaving me in the dark. I felt like I was walking along a dark alley alone. I was wrong. My eyes were closed all along because I was scared. I was scared of seeing the real world. I was scared of failure. I was scared of seeing something that I cannot handle.

Today, I have decided to open my eyes. I realized that I have missed a lot. Everyone was helping me and it was I who was not reaching out to them. I was never in the dark but I have chosen to shut my eyes. Yes, I know my sanity has left me a long time ago. Funny, even my sanity can’t stand me. I have been complaining yet I was not doing my part.

Today, I have decided to change. To change for good.

Note: I know it doesn’t make sense. This was something that I wrote when I was in college. Found it in my Biochemistry notebook. :)

5 comments:

Bryan Anthony the First said...

i say embrace this crazy life...

woof!

Kiks Phulumulu said...

at one point i felt it crossed over to present...

hon, life is how we live it. change comes when we start it.

although don't we all love saying that over and over - the need for change?

until we get busy and before we know it, we've changed. ;-)

Bill Bilig said...

Actually it does make sense :-) Thanks for visiting my blog and adding me to your links I have added you to my blogroll as well. Cheers.

islander_aryo said...

It must have been years since. Did you achieve what you promised to do? I mean, changing for good? I know it's one difficult task.

Sexymoi said...

@Bryan : yep... definitely teehee
@Bill : thanks!
@kiks : honga eh, sometimes pa we make it as an excuse for something kung meron tayong ayaw.. we say " i need to change"
@Islander : yep.. yearsm but am still changing ;)